i'm gone. i've given it. the one thing that is truly mine to give. something no one can give outside of consent.
my heart is new zealand.
he is all i hoped and all i dreamed. and i am lovers fool.
i dream about a boy i met for 20 minutes, twice. i watch him on youtube, and re-read his emails a thousand times in between the next. i hold my breath that each email will include an initation for phone calls, and went weak at the knees when i recieved a NZ holiday invitation.
but how much longer can one hold their breath with a heart that beats against the walls of the chest in desperation. i feel that if i were to stand before him, it would pound out of my chest and into his arms.
Monday, April 6, 2009
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